Awesome holiday+ sad news...

this holiday is probably the happiest holiday i ever been through...
cause of the tuition, i can meet my friends almost everyday lo..
haha...by the way, i just start tuition with Pn. Laila..
walao..go there talk talk and talk only..lucky in the first class, i sat in front
and act as a good boy..haha

16th to 11th..

its quite a happy ending for this year..
most probably i got a good result for the 2nd semester exam..
my effort doesnt seems to be wasted...
all my hardwork really works...lol..

got shock when i knew bout your position..
but nvm..
everyone deserve a second chance..
try harder next year...
i tried my best to help you..
i make all the impossible into possible to do..
including somethings which i prefer you shouldn't know..
next year i will tell you..
cause i will like to end this year with happiness not feel
with sadness..

失った

well girl..its been along time we never spent our time together in the cinema..i wish we could back through time..back to our friends party..where we were together all the time..but i knew it wont happen..cause we both know love is blind..we could fall to anyone without realise it..just like me falling for her again..i wish we could we like we use to in the last 3 months..where we both were happy together..nothing to worry about..and now i realise the less thing we know..the better is it..cause i stop loving you cause i knew to much thing bout you..but i will like to say i love you ...now i am lost in the love world..i started to get confuse who i really love now..you? or her? would both of you tell me your answer?all you both wish i could lost in this world forever and don't understand the meaning of true love.. will you both give your own opinion?but i fall for both of you now...

ユリのための時間

私は彼らは私たちの両方の間の距離です..上で、そのつもりのように感じる感じてすぐに..私は知らんか..
しかし、全てのiを感じているが強いと最後の時間最後の時間は、ユリ、再び世界の他のすべてが好きなの..私は秋のような..感じる..待っている退屈な仕事..さと比較するなどの詳細は知っているすべてのi ..あなたはそれ以上のi上昇知っている... uまたは1ロット..変更したい今すぐあなたのためにまっすぐ進む文..またはiはなく、全てのi ..理由はわかっているにしたくないですが変更のニュースを私..はよくいる場合は、すべて私のせい私は言って申し訳ありません..希望全てのi今すぐしたい..です
私..私は私なりの間隔を広げる..間の距離をしたくない最後の時間のような最高の友達になることができます

Its Over...

there is nothing more that i can talk about today,tomorrow or next week or next month...
my heart has finally shattered into a thousand piece..
spread into the sky like the star in the sky..
where its impossible to be put together again...
only can be replace with the word love..
all i could say now...i QUIT!!i GIVE UP!!
i dunno wanna continue this...sorry...
i was force to do that..i really wanna be with you..
but there are some reason which i worry will happen to me...
or maybe i was the only 1 who so much effort on you..
or maybe you found your true love..
in conclusion..good luck in your future..
well i will be still there supporting you when u need help..
i hope we wont feel uneasy when we meet each other in school
in the future...


p.s. i love you

Im' 45%ready & 35% in progress & 20%thinking of you.

Im ready for the curse again..
anything can go wrong at this moment...
i hope i ready for it..
haha..exam juz 4days to go...
while this few days when I feel boring i tried to ask my self..
"Lim Kok Wei, are you ready for the coming exam?"
this exam very important to me le..
if i get good result..my mum let me learn guitar..
may GOD bless me!!

when i look at you..i dunno whether im lying at my self cause
you are like a star in the sky...
when i look at the sky..i could see you..i could see ur pretty face..
i tried to grab you with my hand..
but my effort seems to be hopeless...
i feel so dumb...i just feel the distance between us are so far away..
then i ask my self again...

WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW??
continue being stupid or hoping something gonna happen?
CAN ANYONE HERE ANSWER ME??

no mood evovle into more no mood & sAd

no point talking bout it now..
things happen so fast..
well just let it go and continue wif our life's...
maybe this is just a stage we had to been through in our life...
the stage where no one want to be...
today i apologize to him..

I feel happy cause he could forgive me and her...
all this we had been through together..
well i feel happy that we are still close friend..
maybe you will just aspect me to treat you as a close friend..
but for me its more then that and more meaninful than you think..
haha...all I want to from you now..
its your smile and the happy you...haha...

hope we could just forget bout the "disaster" that strike us..
haha...i hope we could back to our normal life where u smile everyday..
and the notorious me..haha..
all i have to say is..god is be with me all this while..
and sometimes,my luck and ur support..
haha..thats all for today...
still have a hope on you...

happy turn sad

everyday i go to school with a hope(stay together with laughter and fun with you)
but today..i brought back a failure...
I got shock when you see me in school you dint talk to me...
because we use 2 talk when we see each other in the school...
during recess, i was about to ask you why...
but i saw you busy talking with lay..
so i decided not 2 ask...
then i saw sy...i ask her what actually happen to you cause
suddenly u treat me so cool...is it because what happen yesterday??
or is it you took serious what i told u on monday night?
i really confused...

WHY??

i did everything i can to help you but u seems not to care bout it..
maybe now u wont understand what im saying...
but 1day..i will tell you..icould you could find out what i really mean before i tell you..
i do all this just for your own good...
cuz i really love you............................

boring school

today, we actually study for math n sci only..damm wei..
just wasting our time going to school...
exam is around the corner..cant play play liao..
better stay home and study...

but evendo i wanna concentrate in my studies..
but i still love you..haha...

everything i do for you now..
its for your own good...
hope u wont get angry bout it...haha..

~cool~

copter is the noisest machine ever made...
this morning i was awaken by its roar..
shit wei...all just because of the pernamaan calon...
haiz..which create a heavy traffic jam this morning..
most of the tuition student couldnt make it to tuition..
its seems there are 2000 polices inPD now..
i guess PD in the safest place in malaysia...haha
PD a.k.a. bandar tentera darat...
nonsense wei...

i miss u i miss u i miss u

31st september

i thought september got 31 days..im so noob..i worry my teacher wont get me an A for my geography folio le...shit...i finish my folio earlier but i thought the deathline is tomorrow...haiz...

what should i do le?

what happen to you today wor? in the photostate shop you were ok but after that,,i can see ur face expression had change..what actually happen to you wor? wen i ask you..you dont wanna tell me why..haiz...

1st day of skul...

holiday is over..back to our normal school life..from that holiday...i learn that..people get jealous easy...no matter what...they never think of other ppl feelings...they only wanna get what they want..this type of people are useless..

today in the school...my math teacher got mad...she scream at everyone include me..she say"kamu semua kalau tak nak belajar senyap la,orang lain nak belajar' while everyone were playing and laughin...i only can describe teacher as hopeless...haha...

dint meet you for a week...there are a lot we talk about ..i think this is da happiest moment in the school today...till i went tugas late today..haha...

ponteng case

LOL..believe a not...i ponteng for 2 days...

haha..

1st dat of ponteng seems to be boring..

but its fun when i got to my friends house after school..

most happy thing is..i gotta see you and sent you to da bridge..hehe..

then we lepak in LEE's house from 3 p.m till 10p.m...cause we need

to celebrate his birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE...we really have fun in his house...

we gotta play with his wii...i think i juz improve my guitar hero skills yesterday..haha...

den around 9...we go for a night walk after dinner...everyone were scared...when we walk..

we start to talks things which make us feel scare..a lot of bannanas trees over there...

while some of them were dating..we walk in da TND quarters...at the end we got scolded by the guard..nvm..at least we got a chance to walk that night..actually over main plan is to walk past the chinese cemetery...haha..

but that night..adrian really make us worry..he started not to act as a normal...

everyone started to feel scare..haha..at the end he is fine..

after the night walk..we when back to lee's house to blow the birthday cake...

after eating the cake..every one of us tell their feelings during the night walk..

pow feels something when we walk passed a house..hehe..spooky it seems..

day 2 of ponteng...

today i woke up at 10...

after eatin my breakfast i wen sleepin again...

haha..i gettin lazy day by day..

boring la..sum more modem not workin..

haiz...then i miss you so much..haiz...

till the night..my modem starts to work...

then..2 of my frens got some misunderstanding

tomorrow will be a gladiator fight between them...haiz...

imiss u..i miss u ..i miss u..

i wanna be with you

its difficult...

wat happen to you?
suddenly...you like getting away from me..
can i noe why?
is there anything wrong i did to you?

can i have an explaination from you?

happy...

lol...today my moral teacher didnt come...
i hope something really bad happen to her...
our class tried to SMUGGLE 2 shelf but our class teacher stop us..
if not..we can put our stuff on it...haha...
anyway..she gonna give birth liao...so we can do our own decision...

today..my mood is back...lol..dunno why...
feels great to wait for you this morning again...haha...

just the other day...

i guess today was the 3rd day without you...rainy..
dunno suddenly my tears came out today in the school...
could it be so hard to forget my feeling to you?
im so confusing now..i dunno which way to go...
why wen i like somebody...they wont like me?
is it all the faith? hope u will give me a chance after this...

badluck +lucky

bad new is...my teacher 'memalukan" me in front of my teacher...
just because i draw somthing on my exam paper...
i dont wanna argue with her...
actually its my paper..so i got write to do anything on my paper...
i dont wanna fight with that teacher...
remember...1 day she will know who am i in the school...
just wait....

the lucky i meant is my sejarah...
haha..i thought i will get c for my sejarah...
till today i get my paper...i got 73%...
haha...maybe is my luck cause i dint have time to read czuse i was busy
before the test...

y i feel there are somthing weird happen between us...
erm..actually i also dunno why...
or maybe im too sensitive..haha..
EVERY MOMENT LAST FOREVER!

i hate KH

actually i like kh since last time...
but come to this year..i started to think is a boring subject..
not because of my interest but da teacher it self...
she always like to quarrel with me...CRAZY 1...

erm...my test result is ok this time..
now just worry my sejarah result..haiz..
its been my nightmare since last year...

i started to think that i had change a lil bit today...hehe...
maybe i had been treating my friend badly last time..
sorry guys..not purposely..
that time i really cant make my decision..thanks for helpin me
to choose the correct way...YOU GUYS ARE MY FRIENDS FOREVER!!

erm..i was thinkin lately..both of us wont even spent more then an hour per day...
but my feeling is getting deeper and deeper...erm..i dunno wat ispired me to feel that...
did you noe the reason?

test 3 is over!!

great test 3 is over...
but seriously...sejarah was hard...i dun think i will even get B..haiz...
i suck in my art...2day i also dunno wat i draw on my art paper...
nvm..dun care also...its not important to me...hehe...

2nd but im happy!!(p.s. 1 more tree n grass n we r da champ)

yesterday was a very nervous day for me....
i didnt think that i will get 2nd in da robotic competition...
1st...our robot sucks!!just cant believe our program got cock up in da
competition...compare to our traning...we finish our program in 1 hour and 30 minutes...
2nd...yesterday was also my test...now i really know the fun skippin the 1st day exam..
cause i got to do my test in an air-cond room...cool n peace....
alrite back to school...erm..2day all the paper was quite easy..except for kh la...
n 2moro will be the hardest test..which is sejarah....OMG!chapter 1-6..how am i gonna study as i skip my class for 2 weeks....
erm...i think i should resign from being a perfect so i can spent more time on u....hehe..

number 18!!

lol..
i got number 18 in da class...
i guess number 18 is my lucky number...
erm...
so long dint update my blog liao...
i think..skul is gettin excitin day by day...
wif u around...everythin turn out 2 b fun....
oh yea...my fren..ih ope u guys will com 4 da KKK camp..next month...
i wanna enjoy wif u guys..

nothin but BORING!!

DIS IS DA BORINGEST HOLIDAY EVER!!
but i think 4 most of u all enjoys ur holiday..
juz slp n eat...
im juz worry dat i will gain weight...
haiz...
oh yea..
an advise 4 u guys!!
dun FIGHT wif ur fren...
u wont get anythin...
u will even lose 1 of ur frenship...
no matter wat...
every1 make mistakes in dis world...
dun keep blamin ur self..
or even cry....
remember...nothin is IMPOSSIBLE!!
u got fren..they will will b there 4 u wen u nid them..

exam is over..juz waitin 4 da result

finally da 1st term over liao...
can relax 4 a few weeks b4 test...
haiz...exam sucks!!
but som papers r really easy...
especially math paper 1..
but 2 bad..i still got 2 wrong liao...
nvm...
juz sit there n waitin 4 my result...
honestly..
dis time i giv up liao...
haha..

pity my fren...

2day..is another badluck day 4 my fren in tuition..
he got scoldin from teacher juz because he cant answer 1 simple question...

after tuition...
com back home..eat my breakfast...
den around 12.30 i slept till 3.30pm cuz slp late last nite n
wake up early in da morning...
it juz a borin day 4 me after all...
i cant wait 2 go skul on monday...

2 mistakes in 1 day...

i think..i juz made da stupidest mistake on earth...
1st of all...
i should say dat 'stuff' 2 bryan....
sori cecilia...i dunno dat he will tease u ...
n also tell ur brother..sorry lo...i dint noe dat will happen..
he promise me wont say 1...
2nd...
si yan...
its not dat i dont like u la...
ppl dy perasaan both of us...
i dun 1 dat 2 happen ma...
sorry..sorry...
i wont noe u will feel happy cuz of dis...
i like u as a fren...
haha...
anyway 2day i got ICT exam 2day...
erm..its not dat hard...
can get A den i happy dy...
till i saw form 1 paper...
its freakin hard...
i dunno how u guys gonna do...
its like 10 times much harder den us..
i heard dat da japanese exam is hard 2...even 4 1a9 student...
every1 dun giv up till da end...
like me..dun giv up dat easily....

CURSE IS BACK!!

walao...y i so 'suei' 1..
1day b4 exam...sure hurt my self 1...
haiz...
8 years ago...my head got hit by a coconut...
n it bleed..till my face covered wit it...
probably...5 years ago...
again 1 day b4 exam..i got stomach ache...
haiz...n 2day....
adrian push me...n i bang my head...
its so pain...till i use 3 packets of ice...
so pain...
after dat...i still enjoy my self...
play football wif fren....luckily dint faint cuz its so HOT!!
i hope my curse never will fade away n never hunt my LIFE nymore..
hehe.,,

play+study=2a10

2day its so boring...juz go skul n read books...
haiz..den chat wif fren..n sleepy..n normal la..
fren play bottle in da class...n play basketball...
kinda borin..but it juz fill up our time other then studyin
i talk 2 u..i think so...1 week liao..cool..
COOL 4 U...*** 4 me...
haha...study... study ...study.....study...
yesterday in tuition...dunno y i so semangat studyin...
other ppl keep teasin me n si yan...annoyin...
i dun like si yan..i juz like...c******..

exam is comin...

i ponteng skul on monday...
1st time ponteng...slp till 11...
i dint go skul n i feel so borin..
n i miss u..i miss every1...
at home juz face at da computer n tv oni..
n also my SEJARAH!!exam comin lo...
not yet everythin also..haiz...
dis time..dun think can get top 20 also liao...
n yet u still not yet start revisin..u dun worry i also worry le..
haha..

love....

this is love...made by me...for u..2 keep...its fragile..can u keep it 4 me??

BADMINTON TOURNAMENT!!

2day...i go n watch badminton tournament...
damm cool wei...
the under-15 was playin damm geng...
its like..lin dan vs chong wei in da final..
im so glad wif my cousin..yong zuan..
who got champion for under-12 singles n doubles..
CONGRATES!!!
owh yea...n juz rite b4 da prize givin ceremony...
cecilia came 2 da hall..
haha...she look so shy..n hide bhind her brother...
i also saw ong n his fren...small kids...
she go back also dint say BYE!! so rude...
hehe
dats all 4 2day..

thanks 2 all my fren!!

i juz wanna say thank you 2 all my fren whom support me all dis while...
especially u..veelo n saaran n lots more...
u guys make awake from keep doin mistake,,,
n i noe dat my temper kinda hard 2 handle...
I WONT 4GET U GUYS!!
U ALL R MY FREN 4EVER...
includin u POW!!
WE DONT FIGHT 4 SOM SMALL MATTERS ANYMORE AFTER DIS,,,
once again./..
THANKS 2 ALL MY FREN!!

I started my new life 2day!!

finally!!

I no more thinkin of u!!

well..its not dat i no more luv u,,

i juz got 2 start a new life without u...

u make me disappointed...

but nvm..we still fren rite?

hope u will feel happy wif him...

i swear i would not 4get our sweet memories 2gether last time..

*im still keepin da 'paper'..1day..i will giv it 2 u..